I havent posted anything in awhile... So, I figured it was about time. Its weird and somewhat annoying that not much has changed. Actually, the only things that have really changed are my friendships.
Im still looking for a job, and it is the most difficult thing for me... Its getting me down, but Gods timing is perfect and I know there is something He is having me wait for. It hurts.
I havent hung out with many people lately. Which is sad, because I feel like a terrible friend. Ive been looking for a job, hanging out and doing stuff at home, hanging out with Jeremy and his family, researching, and doing church things... I have time, but no time at all. I feel like once school starts and I get a job, I will have a more regular schedule and then it will be easier to see people. For my friends that I havent seen in forever, Im sorry and I miss you! (Especially my best buddy and love, Peter!)
I havent gotten any chances to babysit in awhile and I have been missing my kids a lot! I had the oppertunity to go to family camp this past Saturday with Shanelle and it was amazing! It was great spending time with Nell and it was glorious to see my RiponGrace family and to see my Bri-guy! We had fun.
I have been trying to figure out if I should return to RiponGrace or if I should continue to go to Calvary. Both places offer such different experiences. I would still continue to go to Calvarys college group which is amazing, Im just not sure about Sunday mornings.
A lot has been changing, like I said, with my friendships and also with me. Im growing up. I can feel it and see it. It has been pretty exciting, but also hard because some things are keeping me from fully growing up. Such as the lack of money. I am working on it though and this next year will be very exciting, very growing, and somewhat surprising... I look forward to it.
School... I am working on my child development units, so I can be a preschool teacher someday. Hopefully, in a year from now. I might continue my education and get an A.A. in child development. Im not sure, but I am really excited about taking some classes this semester and hopefully finding work in a preschool! 
Thats it for me. Oh and incase you have been in the dark... This is Jeremy:

Let me introduce you to this man. Jeremy is from Manteca and has gone to Calvary all his life. He is 21 years old, works at SaveMart (visit him!), and is in his last semester at MJC. In Spring '09 he will be transferring to Stan State. He is hoping to become a highschool history teacher (like my best buddy). He is the youngest of four boys (yes, three older brothers: Brandon, Aaron, and Josh) and the only one who isnt married... He is amazing, has a strong and quiet spirit, and wants nothing more than to follow Gods will and to see me do the same. He is a keeper.